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Mark Chen is an independent researcher of gaming culture and spare-time game designer. He is the author of Leet Noobs: The Life and Death of an Expert Player Group in World of Warcraft. Currently, he is looking into experimental and artistic games to promote exploration of moral dilemmas and human nature, researching DIY subcultures of Board Game Geek users, and generally investigating esoteric gaming practices. Mark also holds appointments at Pepperdine University, University of Washington, and University of Ontario Institute of Technology, teaching a variety of online and offline courses on game studies, game design, and games for learning. He earned a PhD in Learning Sciences/Educational Technology from the University of Washington and a BA in Studio Art from Reed College.

Trip to Portland, trip to CA, and other stuff!

So, I haven’t posted to this blog in about a month. Wow. The main reason being that after upgrading my video card and getting a bigger hard drive, I reinstalled a ton of old games that have had user made mods released over the past couple of years or whatever and started playing them. First it was Vampire Bloodlines and now it’s Oblivion again. I’ll write about them in separate posts, including which mods I’ve been trying. On top of those two, I’ve also played Call of Duty 4, Half-Life 2, and HL2 Episode 1 (thanks Aaron!).

Last weekend people in my guild who live in the Pacific Northwest got together down in Portland, so I’ve also played a bunch of boardgames and even got a chance to play Portal during our downtime. 😛 (Check out the Portal end credits song on YouTube!)

Oh, two more things.

My paper on WoW finally got accepted to Games and Culture (a SAGE publication run by Doug Thomas) pending minor revisions (which I’ll get to in January)! Only took a year… :/

This Friday, Robin and I head down to the Bay Area to hang out with my family plus our uncle’s family (him, his wife, their 3 sons, one of the son’s wife, their two kids, and an au pair). You might know one of my cousins (one of the 3 sons) named Leehom Wang, who apparently is like the biggest pop star in Taiwan and was the 4th billed in Ang Lee’s latest movie Lust, Caution. Unfortunately, he’s just coming to San Francisco for a concert on the 23rd and then flying back to Asia the next day. I was hoping to get to know him a bit better. It’ll be cool to hang out with the other two cousins and rest of them, though!  Leo and Stacy are totally cool people, and Leekai is like the smartest person in the world.

Thanksgiving

We had some people over for Thanksgiving last week:

  1. two of my high school friends, Ari and Geoff
  2. the wife, Michelle, of another high school friend, Obie, who is now in the Peace Corp!
  3. Robin’s mom, Diane, and her mom’s friend, Larry, who stayed until Saturday
  4. Dennis, a friend from the college of ed, and his girlfriend, Joy

Fun was had by all.  The food turned out well, though I haven’t checked with everyone to make sure no one got food poisoning.  Robin felt nauseous in the middle of the night, and we used a new recipe from Alton Brown which calls for much less time in the oven than all the other recipes we could find, so we were worried for a bit.  But his is based on perfect temperatures…  the problem was that our thermometers suck.  But the meat was super, super juicy.  I guess there’s a fine line between juicy and disease.  😛

We made a ton of gravy, served in our new gravy pitcher from IKEA.  That was good.

On Friday, we took Diane and Larry around town, doing the touristy thing.  First we went on the Theo chocolate factory tour.  Theo uses all organic, fair trade ingredients.  No soy lecithin or other crap, which is good for Diane since she’s allergic to soy.  She ended up buying a ton of chocolate bars.  🙂

Larry and I went up to the Space Needle’s observation deck, and it was a perfectly clear, crisp day for it.  I wish we got there a little earlier, though, since we had some major glare off the water from the mid-afternoon sun.  The view of downtown and Mt. Ranier was pretty impressive.  I’ll post photos later. Robin didn’t go up with us due to her continued nausea, and her mom didn’t go up due to her extreme fear of heights (she even avoids some bridges which makes traveling up through Portland and Seattle a little difficult given the high number of rivers and canals and such here).

Then we went to Pike Place, though most things were closing, so we ended up just getting dinner at The Islander.  We spent a few minutes trying to figure out what Diane could eat (soy allergy, remember) and ended up getting her Honey Walnut Prawns, completely forgetting that mayonnaise often has soy in it, being so focused on avoiding soy sauce…  oh well…  Also, Robin somehow managed to order something that resembled our turkey dinner the day before.  Woops.   Larry doesn’t get out much and ended up getting fried chicken, but then wishing he had Diane’s prawn dish, but she loved the taste and ate it, regretting it later (she does that a lot–still eats Oreos, etc.). What I had was great (Pad Thai).

On Saturday, we went to Gasworks and then checked out the UW campus.  Crazy day at UW, as we were hosting the Apple Cup, the annual football game vs. Washington State.  I hear we lost.  🙁

After checking out the campus, Robin, et. al. dropped me off at Greenlake and went home.  I had to go to Amit and Kate’s wedding!  It was good.

All this weekend, I was slightly antsy since I had just installed the new hardware on Wednesday, but didn’t get time to check it out until Sunday.  The CPU is about twice as fast as my old one (according to 3Dmark06), and the video card is about 3 or 4 times faster than my old one!  This basically means that I can turn up the graphics effects and enjoy modern games in all their glory, though I wouldn’t be able to do this at super high resolutions.  In a year or two, I’ll do a real upgrade to a completely new system.

Aaron gave me a nice present last week in the form of the original Half-Life 2 and Episode 1.  After installing the new hard drive (and dealing with some issues about cloning the OS and boot system, etc.), I finally had enough free space to install it and other games I’ve been holding onto, including reinstalling WoW.  Now to just find some time to play…

Itty Bitty RPG

I finally got around to installing Itty Bitty RPG over in the sidebar –>

Unfortunately, with my blog’s stylesheet, the pop-up box text is a little small, but you can up the font size of your browser while playing…  It’s sort of in beta stage right now and a lot of things aren’t there yet, but still fun to play.  Read more about it at the Itty Bitty RPG site.

Also, you’ll notice that there are now two sidebars.  Less scrolling!

The Google AdSense has been moved over to single posts so that people who come to the homepage won’t see ads (whereas people who get to specific posts from searching, will).  I played around with a plugin that Erik tipped me off on, but it turns out that it only lets you stick ads in WordPress widgets.. and there doesn’t seem to be a widget that can be inserted right after a post in my current theme.  Maybe switching themes would work but whatever.

Finally, I divided the search into both a general Google one and one specific to my site…  I still need to play around with having Google results be embedded in one of my pages; once I figure that out, those two search boxes will become one again.

Holy crap, this is cool!

Homemade video for Daft Punk (via Collegehumor).

Passed oral exams and bought hardware!

Hooray!

Robin helped me bake a pineapple upside-down cake for the exams.

We had to figure out how to call a committee member in Alaska on the spur of the moment.

When I reread my answers two days ago I thought that my writing improved considerably over the summer (the Spencer app was written much better than answer 1, eg.), so I was a little worried about that.

During the exams, I had a couple of questions that I ended up trying to think/talk through in the moment and that didn’t turn out so well, but I was able to recognize that and cut my answers short.  😛

The process was much more rich conversation like than what most people think about when they think “exams” I’d imagine.  In other words, it really was the exact same thing that happened for my undergraduate thesis orals.  I guess I have to thank Reed for preparing me for that.

I don’t think there was much doubt about whether I would pass, but I still worry about being caught red-handed trying to pass as an academic.  Is that normal?

To celebrate, I bought an internal SATA hard drive, the brand new AMD 3870 video card (the NVidia 8800GT was unavailable and overpriced), and the fastest processor that’ll work on my dated motherboard.

Next week, I might be reinstalling WoW…  heh.  And I’ll definitely be checking out Gears of War (too slow on my current set-up) and Crysis.

new hard drive?

So I’m going to get a bigger hard drive this weekend.  I think my mobo supports SATA.  Right now I have an internal 180 GB IDE and an external 180 GB USB which is kind of nice symmetry in terms of keeping a backup of my stuff…  Initially I was thinking I’d get a bigger disk and then put data on one disk and programs on the other.

But which should I use for what?  Do I need a faster disk for data access/media or for applications?  Or should I just get another IDE?

If I get a bigger disk, I’m also kind of wondering how I’m going to keep a backup…  Get TWO disks?  Or maybe make my two old ones backup drives?  Hmm.. I suppose if I make the new SATA drive the main one with apps and stick photos, music, and docs on my old one, my old external can still just backup my smaller older data drive…  But then I have to reformat and reinstall windows so that the SATA is my primary drive… what a pain…

Any readers have thoughts?

Trying out two new things, plus really busy week ahead

New things:

  1. Google AdSense (see that new search thingie up at the top right? and the ad on the right?) – Fellow Reedie Erik gave me a bunch of tips to make it so regular readers don’t see the ads which I’ll try to get to some time this week. Just thought I’d see how much revenue this thing generates anyway… Maybe none, but maybe some…
  2. I finally admitted to myself that I don’t really play WoW anymore and thus uninstalled it last week. Well, sorta. I still have it on my laptop and intend to log in once in a while to finish up mail and bank stuff and get Thog in a state to park indefinitely (read: until the expansion probably). The catalyst to this uninstall? Call of Duty 4, Culpa Innata, and Gears of War take up a lot of disk space, but truth is I haven’t really felt compelled to play since August.  🙁  CoD4 is amazing, set in the near future rather than WW2. CI is a point-and-click adventure game set in a utopian/dystopian future where society is divided into a class structure based on ambition, greed, and capital. Nice fascist state, in other words. The player takes control of a character who was raised in the system and has completely bought into it. It’s interesting being forced into the role–definitely a political statement by the game developers. While I wouldn’t give it 100% like Just Adventure did (a few bugs and camera frustrations as well as kind of a barren game world), it is a pretty good game. GoW is being installed as I type this. We’ll see how it is.

Busy week:

  1. The oral defense for my general exams is this Thursday. (If you’re interested in reading my written answers you can find them here: 1, 2, old 3, new 3 (essentially the same as my app for Spencer).)
  2. I might be meeting Constance Steinkuehler and David Simkins via phone tomorrow to figure out how similar my data is to other people’s and whether data sharing/collaboration should occur. But if not, I sent them some sample data.
  3. LIFE will have a meeting about some Second Life projects that the center might want to pursue tomorrow, too.
  4. Also tomorrow, Nigella Lawson is giving a book signing at the UW bookstore. Going with Robin = fun!
  5. Robin and I really need to finish up that bookshelf we’re making so that we can fill it with the books that are sitting in boxes in our living room in time for our party on Thanksgiving…
  6. Too many games. Crysis is almost out.

Surreal nights and days

So, I went to a panel on Networked Public Spheres this afternoon that included one presenter talking about how young people are volunteering in unprecedented amounts but not voting much.  This can be thought of as a change from dutiful citizenry to actualized citizenry.  Interesting.  And then I immediately went to a ONE Campaign event pushing young voter participation.  Weird contrast.

The ONE thing was populated by a whole slew of really young undergrads.  Felt weird being there, so I left (and missed out on free pizza).  🙁   But of course the ONE campaign is much more than just voter turnout, so not sure why I left…

Now I am sitting in the HUB deciding whether to go to Lions for Lambs tonight or watch a basketball game.  😛

I watched Darfur Now earlier this week and it was really good, though I wish it ended with more information about what individuals could do.

Last evening I had a really good talk with another student who helped me solidify my research agendas.

It seems like I’ve been accomplishing more in the evenings these last couple of weeks than during the day, in sort of informal hanging out with people rather than structured scheduled meetings.  Is this what it’s like to not take classes or just a tiny anomaly slice of my life?

You know what, I bet this weird disjointed existence is related to being between major computer games…  Or maybe it’s just that I am idle and so am thinking about stuff more.

Our mail keeps getting sent to the wrong place

In the last year or so our mail is consistently misdelivered to our neighbors and vice-versa.  It’s very likely the reason why we missed the deadline to pay for her benefits this past summer and why we keep missing important stuff and/or have to request original senders to resend stuff. What a pain in the ass.

Robin did a search on the web and found others with similar problems.  Check out this great thread:

I want my snail mail! (via Ask MetaFilter)

Spencer Foundation dissertation fellowship application

I just applied for the Spencer dissertation fellowship this morning!  It took a bit of writing and several revisions.

It strikes me as odd that there are probably several students who are applying from UW’s College of Ed this year, yet we haven’t talked to each other.  Wouldn’t it be nice to know about the others and form a support/reading group?  I’ll suggest that to ASCE (Associated Students of the College of Ed) for next year.

In line with this desire for more transparency,  below is my abstract (200 word limit), and I posted the personal statement (400 word limit) I used on my About page.  I’ve also uploaded the full 10 page proposal of my dissertation in PDF (10 pages is difficult!).  Some of my best writing I think, but it seems so unfinished…

Players of massively multiplayer online games have to master a meta-game of learning the social norms of their sub-culture and achieving a certain level of social mobility in order to complete game goals.  Certain players navigate this social networking meta-game with much more ease than others.  How a particular player learns to participate in the community’s practices is bound up in layers of socio-political dynamics that originate from both in and out-of-game contexts.  The role of educators is to help people understand and critique their social world.  Yet online games culture is at a critical point where inequalities of everyday offline life will continue to be the norm in online life.  Thus it is extremely important to look at the ways in which players come to understand their social contexts while learning to participate and work collaboratively.  I document through ethnographic means how two groups of World of Warcraft players learned to work on common in-game goals.  They did this through various online communication tools that were mediated by a shared understanding of the game artifact and the socially constructed roles they each played.